Not Firing on All Cylinders

Dear Unknown Friend,

Entered Apprentice Degrees. Ugh. What a miserable night. I don’t know why I came to Lodge tonight, but it was obviously not for Freemasonry. I was so unprepared. I know this material cold, but I just couldn’t pull it out of me poorly, let alone with my usual style. It was a great disservice to the Lodge, and to the Initiates.

I feel dirty.

Discipline. Discipline. Discipline.

Think. Learn. Know. Act.

I will not make this mistake again. No doubt I will make some other equally – or more – egregious mistake.

No, my Dear Unknown Friend, I will not.

Zero-Tolerance.

Kenn came to Lodge tonight, which was pleasing. Went for coffee afterwards with him, Bob, and Radovich. A good time had by all.

J.